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Name: Houston
Birthday: 12/3/1986
Gender: Male


Interests: Sports, mostly football, I don't really like to watch sports, only football, mostly I just like to play them. I've been in martial arts for 7 years and I enjoy that emmensly, I have also practiced in swordsmanship and archery and I'm pretty good at those. My hobbies include playing video games, drawing, writing stories, and practicing with a weapon of my choice to name a few. And of course motorcycles, I like the crotch rockets mostly, but some of the choppers and cruiser are extremely beautiful pieces of art.
Expertise: I believe myself to be very proficient in most art forms other than music, but mostly in martial arts and weaponry. I also am good at math, and sciences. I'm good at writing and I enjoy it, but I do not consider myself to be an "expert" in that.
Occupation: Student
Industry: Government


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AIM: Darkadvocate86


Member Since: 3/31/2004

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Wednesday, December 01, 2004

"Nights_Blade it has been 245 days since joining xanga, won't you support us by going premium?" BITE ME! Hah hah... They think i actually like doing this, when in actuality i started this friggin site b/c of a friend, and the only reason i've kept it up is b/c other friends ask me to, its kinda funny. I guess if premium was free i'd get it, but it's not so i wont. But yeah, I can't wait for this week to be over, if i can make it past this week w/o keeling over then i'll be happy. Lol Ashley keeps telling me that she is going to have to find some way to help me make it to 21, b/c she doesn't think i can make it on my own lol its awesome b/c ITS SO TRUE! i seriously think life is out for me sometimes, and now life is realizing that it hasnt been able to kill me physically, its tried to break my neck, crush my skull, hack my head off, dismember my limbs, break bones, crush my body, stab and even shoot me, but ha! im smarter than life! or maybe stupider and thats why it cant figure out why i wont die, its kinda funny, but yeah now its just trying to give me a heart attack, or make me go insane with insomnia, i haven't slept longer than 2 hours in 4 days, im getting really tired, i had a hard time driving home from school, i was on the road and i kept drifting, i had to pull off and stop for a moment so i could gain my bearings. it was weird, i was so tired, and im sick so that doesn't help, me having to blow my nose every 5 minutes really impares ur driving ability... But yeah tonight will be fun, i hope. Tomorrow is my last day of class in my 150 course, so i get to sleep in friday, YES! Then tuesday next week is my last day, YES! even more sleeping in! But tomorrow is gonna suck, i have a bloody test, then another test friday and a terminology final. Darn it! The tests will be the hardest part, the terminology final shouldnt be hard to finish, i only need like another 50 words to put in from my term sheet. I should be able to finish it tonight, if not then i'll finish it tomorrow. But yeah so anyway i get to see ashley tonight so im happy but yeah other than that everything basically sucks. Anyway yeah l8r yall


Monday, November 22, 2004

Well it's been a couple weeks, since i last updated, i guess I'm getting better, or maybe I'm just bored. Who knows, ohh well, well I have a test tomorrow in CJ 110 and a project due in 150, can't wait for tomorrow to be over, then wednesday me and bryce should be going to look at bass guitars for me, then report to my mom so she can get me one for my B-day, which is on monday the 29th, if you need information about that talk to someone other than me, either Ashley Schilperoort or i think bryce knows now, but i'd stick with ashley till i know otherwise.But yeah I'll be 18 on the 3rd, and I'm planning on having a "movie" night that saturday, the 4th, or something, and everyones invited, no need for presents, if u really want to do something for my birthday, then u can make me a card or get me a nice one, otherwise just bring yourself and a couple bucks if u can to make expenses a little easier on me  thnx. But yeah I REALLY want to learn how to play bass now and I'm REALLY stoked to learn, it looks so easy, i think i'll be able to get it more than the guitar... bloody guitar, bryce it still amazing to me how that bloody thing makes any friggin sense to you, im like "uummm    " and hand the guitar back, BUT I GET THE BASS! IT MAKES SENSE TO ME! so that'll be kool i already got like 9 tabs of songs i want to learn. Umm works going alright, it challenges whats left of my innocense, which sux cuz i really want to keep that, I GOT CALLED NIAVE TODAY! I WAS HAPPY! yeah anyway don't ask, unless u really want to then u can. But yeah umm, I'm getting together with Ashley, which is nice, I really like her and I really care for her, but it seems like theres a couple people who don't approve, and for the most part I really don't care, but i guess it's just nice to have the support of your friends... At any rate, i can't wait for tomorrow to be over, no school wednesday and a 5ish day weekend that'll be kool, and TURKEY DAY! FOOD! YUMM! hope theres pumkin pie, speaking of which i need to ask bryce what he's doing, cuz if he wants me to go to yakima with him then i need to know like NOW! Alright im done talking, L8r Ya'll! Ohh yeah like my new pic? it was one of my senior pictures. yeah bye..


Thursday, November 04, 2004

Dang... I forgot I had one of these.... ohh well anywho, lets see a VERY breif over view of what has happened since April, got out of school, went to summer camp, met ashley, got my liscence, went to california, came back, asked ashley out, started school, college started, teacher at college got sick, was moved to the experienced lane at swim class (never swam for anything before), my new college professor sucked, got in a fender bender, got a job at Les Schwab, got a new bed, got my first paycheck, ashley broke up with me after about 2 months (no biggie, she gave about a month to get used to the idea so I wasn't too murdered on the inside, still hurt though don't know why), went to my schools homecomming with Allysha, that was freaking awesome hope to do it again, bryce tells me I should date Allysha now... meh maybe... umm what else? basically it, got a girl I'm interested in now, and a couple more I could be interested in if she says no, so yeah... my life in a nutshell since april fun stuff right? yeah bs... 


Friday, April 02, 2004

Today was pretty kool, I guess. Went to school today and had a math test which was fun--I like math-- and I think I did well on it. After school I went down to the regional blood services to give blood again, I forgot how much I really hate needles. Lol it was funny, I couldn't even watch the nurse stick the needle in me. That was fun I enjoy being helpful, and I also beat my previous time of giving 1 pint in 4 minutes 10secs by 15 seconds, at 3 minutes 55 seconds. So that was fun. I walked home after that, when I got back I went outside and did some weed whacking, came in after about a half hour and watched tv. And now I'm here. Haven't done a whole lot today I guess, but it was fun. Spring Break started for my high school so thats fun, but I still have to go to college for an hour on Monday-Thursday. Making it just perfect for my Hang Out night on Friday. But yeah I guess thats the end of my post. Talk to y'all later.

9:30

This is kinda kool I guess its a personality test I got from my friend check out what my score was.

Disorder /Rating

Paranoid /Low

Schizoid /Low

Schizotypal /Low

Antisocial /Low

Borderline /Low

Histrionic /Low

Narcissistic /Low

Avoidant /Low

Dependent /Low

Obsessive-Complusive /Low

Paranoid
Paranoid personality disorder is characterized by a distrust of others and a constant suspicion that people around you have sinister motives. People with this disorder tend to have excessive trust in their own knowledge and abilities and usually avoid close relationships with others. They search for hidden meanings in everything and read hostile intentions into the actions of others. They are quick to challenge the loyalties of friends and loved ones and often appear cold and distant to others. They usually shift blame to others and tend to carry long grudges.

Schizoid
People with schizoid personality disorder avoid relationships and do not show much emotion. They genuinely prefer to be alone and do not secretly wish for popularity. They tend to seek jobs that require little social contact. Their social skills are often weak and they do not show a need for attention or acceptance. They are perceived as humorless and distant and often are termed "loners."

Schizotypal
Many believe that schizotypal personality disorder represents mild schizophrenia. The disorder is characterized by odd forms of thinking and perceiving, and individuals with this disorder often seek isolation from others. They sometimes believe to have extra sensory ability or that unrelated events relate to them in some important way. They generally engage in eccentric behavior and have difficulty concentrating for long periods of time. Their speech is often over elaborate and difficult to follow.

Antisocial
A common misconception is that antisocial personality disorder refers to people who have poor social skills. The opposite is often the case. Instead, antisocial personality disorder is characterized by a lack of conscience. People with this disorder are prone to criminal behavior, believing that their victims are weak and deserving of being taken advantage of. They tend to lie and steal. Often, they are careless with money and take action without thinking about consequences. They are often agressive and are much more concerned with their own needs than the needs of others.

Borderline
Borderline personality disorder is characterized by mood instability and poor self-image. People with this disorder are prone to constant mood swings and bouts of anger. Often, they will take their anger out on themselves, causing themselves injury. Suicidal threats and actions are not uncommon. They think in very black and white terms and often form intense, conflict-ridden relationships. They are quick to anger when their expectations are not met.

Histrionic
People with histrionic personality disorder are constant attention seekers. They need to be the center of attention all the time, often interrupting others in order to dominate the conversation. They use grandiose language to discribe everyday events and seek constant praise. They may dress provacatively or exaggerate illnesses in order to gain attention. They also tend to exaggerate friendships and relationships, believing that everyone loves them. They are often manipulative.

Narsissistic
Narcissistic personality disorder is characterized by self-centeredness. Like histrionic disorder, people with this disorder seek attention and praise. They exaggerate their achievements, expecting others to recongize them as being superior. They tend to be choosy about picking friends, since they believe that not just anyone is worthy of being their friend. They tend to make good first impressions, yet have difficulty maintaining long-lasting relationships. They are generally uninterested in the feelings of others and may take advantage of them.

Avoidant
Avoidant personality disorder is characterized by extreme social anxiety. People with this disorder often feel inadequate, avoid social situations, and seek out jobs with little contact with others. They are fearful of being rejected and worry about embarassing themselves in front of others. They exaggerate the potential difficulties of new situations to rationalize avoiding them. Often, they will create fantasy worlds to substitute for the real one. Unlike schizoid personality disorder, avoidant people yearn for social relations yet feel they are unable to obtain them. They are frequently depressed and have low self-confidence.

Dependent
Dependent personality disorder is characterized by a need to be taken care of. People with this disorder tend to cling to people and fear losing them. They may become suicidal when a break-up is imminent. They tend to let others make important decisions for them and often jump from relationship to relationship. They often remain in abusive relationships. They are overly sensitive to disapproval. They often feel helpless and depressed.

Obsessive-Compulsive
Obsessive-Compulsive personality disorder is similar to obsessive-compulsive anxiety disorder. People with this disorder are overly focused on orderliness and perfection. Their need to do everything "right" often interferes with their productivity. They tend to get caught up in the details and miss the bigger picture. They set unreasonably high standards for themselves and others, and tend to be very critical of others when they do not live up to these high standards. They avoid working in teams, believing others to be too careless or incompetent. They avoid making decisions because they fear making mistakes and are rarely generous with their time or money. They often have difficulty expressing emotion.

HA! I'm perfectly fine! HA! Told you tasha that I'm not depressed!


Thursday, April 01, 2004

Well, today wasn't the greatest day I've ever had I'm really frustrated at a couple things and they are really starting to show. I'm still not too hot about the whole world reading these so I'm not gonna go into detail about my problems. I just hope I can get through tomorrow without blowing up. Yeah... So I think that's it for my post today.



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